last day of hols!!

OH gosh, cant believe holidays just about to end…i had a great hols!

1. London

 

Big Ben

 

 

2. did my CVS short sems( argh!! im not goin to comment anything bout dis, i’ll jz pray that sooner i will know the “hikmah” behind all that happen.

3. Spending lots of time with my bestfriends(nysa,iefiz) and the good frenz too (pink,sya,farul and Aman)

 

bowling at ampang point

 

 

4. Photo shoot jadi JOKER ( seyez best giler)

 

why so serious??

 

 

5. Went to Teluk Kemang PD ^.^

 

the vacationers

 

 

6. Lots of other great stuff

Tomorrow my first 2nd year class will starts. Oh Lord, I beg for mercy..Pls give me strength,pls pls.. cuak gak sbnrnyer nak msk 2nd year ni..But I will try my best on it,iAllah. Lets talk bout the holiday first,hehe.. Like i said,there’s lots of great stuff i did. ANd the people who i spend my time with during the hols are the best ever!! I love all of them!! I really cherish this so called “Memory Lane” of mine. Thinking bout later on my bestfriend, Anisah will be leaving to Egypt with my brother to further her study in Medicine just tear my heart apart. Im not sure how i will cope with all this things without her by my side. True, i got my Mum and lots of other good friends..but u know,things wont be the same again without her beside me. thats why this hols mean alot to me. Hanging around with her,just makes me smile. And the new person that just enter my life  

Looking back at all the pictures taken makes me smile widely. Im happy, yes im happy! thanks alot God! thanx fr giving me this opportunity, thanx fr giving me them as my good friends and thanx for everything God..honestly, i would like to describe more bout this “new person” who i had a huge crush on but naaah..nevermind,i dont think im good at expressing my feelings thru writing *blush blush*

I think i should get myself ready for my class. Enough of hols, i guess… I had lots of memories to be kept and i hope i can create more with the people i Love. Im Happy, ohh i just love this word! im Happy!! thanx guys

 

gumbira

 

senyum slalu

 

 

 

xoxo,ANB

p/s :there’s lots of songs i love during this hols, but the most special one is from Michael Buble; LOST (reminds me of him,lalalala)

LONDON

 

i love him!

One month passes already, and only now i get the opportunity to write it out.. sighhh..

 

 

Anyway, i really enjoyed my stay there!! it was a great holiday, full of happiness and sakit kaki,haha..giler penat jalan from one spot to the other.. believe me, if it wasn’t london i would never walk like that.. well, in Msia the weather was hot whereas at London,it was windy and quite cold during the night. But dont be deceived by the windy weather, the sun stills burn my face!! gosh,im so tanned now!! and surprisingly, i kindda eat alot over there!!! cause busu Ilah’s cooking was not that bad at all!! sedap la gak so i end up, blk2 msia gemok!! dah la gemok hitam plak muka,hahaha..mcm g hawaii..

i just dont care bout dat anymore,as long as im happy wif my holiday!!! but honestly, 2 weeks were not enough!!! nak g London blk pls pls..nak cuti, x nk tggal sana for real though.. duit sana sgt best and da shopping spree jgn ckp la!! mmg syurga dunia.. dats wat my mom dont like about London and been telling me too.. ” you can go to London for holiday but dont stay there too long, there’s no Azan, no Jema’ah, no Islamic classes around the neighborhood and etc etc”, which is so TRUE!! moreover, i still feel that im not strong enough to handle all sorts of “dugaan dunia”!! seriously,im not!! kecewakan? mmg sedih,tp itulah hakikatnya.. 

There are lots of things i learn from my holiday there. My eyes are open wide with the culture at London, the arabs muslim which in my opinion does not really practice Islamic value, even the Malay people living at London or are having holiday just like me was quiet sombong. Most of them didnt even smile at me. I was quite upset with some of the Malaysian as I was traveling alone all the time. Ha, one more thing. I was proud with myself too, though i was traveling alone, i knew God was with me.. i didnt get lost at all

there are other niat i went to London, to find “someone”..hehe, but i guess dat particular  someone was not from London kot, cz back in Malaysia.. i found one (hehe, lets save da story for the next entry).. and there’s other Niat too. which is too forget my pass so call Love life and move on!! i guess I did it!! but if im the only one who can forget bout the past and move on but the other side is still clinging, this wont work out kan!! marah ni, bcz its my life and i wont be disturbed by this stupid emotional thingy.. i know its hard but move on la, im bored already!! yes im being MEAN! so what.. im leaving,buhbye!! 

what makes it a great holiday was my bestfriend, Anisah is coming to London on my last week there. Actually, the plan was both of us will be on the same flight, but suddenly her exam schedule got mixed up and she cant make it with me. That’s why i was traveling alone first, and later i met her. Yes, we had lots of fun. Lg2 kat Brighton Beach. Mana x sun-burn muka,hehe.. but it was worth it, everything was worth it. Im so thankful to God for granting me the best ever dad on earth, tanx dad.. im proud to be ur daughter..cant u see im bringing ur name everywhere i go…

 

Lastly, i seriously nak pegi London lg!! and i rily enjoyed my stay there..Lots of fun and leaving my emo-guilty feeling left there was worth it. Now, im back in Msia, yes i miss london but this is where i belong..Malaysia,my home sweet home..

 

i love him!